Apology

Not sure if this is going to get read or not... but...
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Return,
I'm sorry for sounding like I was angry at you and for coming to you to cry about things when I do them as well. You didn't deserve that, and I apologize.
I admit it was stupid for thinking the reasons for odd things happening was caused by ghosts.
I also admit is was mean, and downright rude for not even greeting you without so much as a hello.
I didn't mean to sound like I was angry... or trying to get back at you for what went on before...
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Guess everyone deserves a break away from me. It's probably most likely not my fault at all, I just feel like it is. A little comment or observation from someone didn't really help at all... it only made me feel like I was even more so to blame.

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I just seem to piss at least someone off all the time.
Must be my talent. -.-
That or someone is throwing a freaking hissy fit. >_>
Doing a random edit.
Why that it is... because the original post was just dumb.
Just weird things come to mind and stuff. This isn't the place to discuss that however. o.o I don't wanna think about that weird stuff actually.
Hrm...
Seems Return has been floating around here and there at times. Been sort of wondering about things. He needs his own space. Perhaps I'm being too nosey, too in his face, too rude, too well... everything wrong. So after you know... staying up all night waiting to apologize.. is there anything really to apologize for? You know like.. one side gets upset over something, the other side gets upset for that, and then both just keep getting upset. But it's a good idea to apologize, because it shows that you don't wanna be rude and... at least... that's sort of how it goes, right?

True that you can only see what is typed upon the screen, you don't know what's going on with the other person. It makes one wonder you know?
I was just sort of thinking of this whole "Where's Return" thing. What the hell did I get upset for? People just wanted to know where he was, at that given time and simply asked.
I got upset maybe because... Return has a right to privacy and there are times when he needs his own space, to collect his own thoughts.
So it is in every way wrong for me to say "So and so wanted to know where you were"... true I do that myself, ask around, asking people where Return was. I see now that because I myself wondered if I had just missed him, sleeping, or if he was angry... the other's might've been thinking the same thing. So it is wrong for me to get upset over that.
But Return has privacy too.. not everyone needs to know what he's doing at every single minute of the day... or something. Trying to sound logical here and I'm not sure I'm making much sense out of it.
There are times when I feel like I drove Return away, and I'm sure others might feel the same way... but... it's not a good idea to assume things. Just because he leaves offline doesn't mean he's upset or angry... It might be due to cable, due to the face he's sleepy... it's not always going to be because of someone.
So like...
I know I had a point behind all this...
Oh, my slight reason for being upset is a stupid reason I see now.
Return needs time alone... to think... to gather thoughts together and stuff... and it's not right for me to constantly over him or be in the way asking what he's doing and the like.
._. Trying to say if Return wants to be left alone, no one should assume the worse like I've done the entire night. So it's a good idea to give him the space he needs, but not look like you could care less at the same time.
So my apologizes go out to all I might've hurt. None of you deserved that.

I'm so sleepy.. I hope what I wrote made sense.
Reason I'm not going to bed.... because even though I said all of that about giving Return space, I wanna at least be there to wish him a good morning/afternoon/evening. You know..?
I sounded like an ass yesterday and that was wrong.

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Bleh... in any case... I'm just gonna sit back and observe the others.