Ramblings

Found out about the fact I forgot I owned an Elfwood Gallery.
Well.. along with Side7 and my homepage that needs to be updated... the little photo album at a club... my TLK archieve... little fan art section at Red Draco's place... my wanting to put up a gallery at what's this place called... VCL?... I think I have enough places where my art can be seen.
Just.. gotta advertise some.
Wanna do commissions as well. Hrm. Things I wanna do and all that... just gotta figure out when to do it. Cartoons are on tomorrow! ^o^ Hee.
Slept til 7:00 tonight. Late. Overslept and such. I need to get my freaking rear in gear.. sheesh.
So anyway... just thinking of things to do and I need a life or something x.x Maybe a job. In all truth I wanna be with Return but it sucks when neither of us have the money to visit the other.. well.. it sucks when I don't have the money to get down there. No one would wanna live here x_X I'm surprised I've made it this long.
ARGHIES!
Then again some times my art depresses me... I'm not as good as others and I feel like I'm not trying my hardest when I draw. Then I look at it and cry at times because it's not the way I wanted it to turn out. Coloring the pictures sometimes makes me depressed as well. I'll think that I did a good job with the coloring scheme, only to find out someone can do a hell of a better job than I ever will be able to.
So I dunno... I'm just one of those artists who draws and feel like I'll never measure up to anything. Or some depressing stuff like that.
I actually don't know why I draw. It's not good, it's usually never the way I want it to come out... I guess maybe one day I'll actually make something that I'm proud of.
So til then.. I'm just gonna doodle...