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Apr. 24th, 2002 06:04 amI was looking at my version of Dynamo...
Thought... hey, he looks too much like Kura's version. I don't remember what it was that Return said, pointed out a difference but I forgot it... :3 So anyway, just decided to draw Dynamo more like well... Return's Dynamo. Hee, we both know it's supposed to be the same D, just drawn different, and I decided that.. well.. out of our versions of him, Return's Dynamo is alot prettier looking than mine is.
It will take some getting used to but yeah, that's the way I'm gonna draw him from now on, unless anyone can point out otherwise as to why my version is okay, but I dunno, I don't like it. o.o
I'm not creative enough!
So anyway, with that outta the way, just thinking of things. =.= Ya know when you don't know how the other person is gonna react to something, but you wanna tell them anyway, just kinda afraid of the end result type thing? o.o Maybe it's just me, and I could be completly wrong here, but.. isn't it better to say something, rather then just sit and wait for something to happen, things get better, what have you?
Ate a cookie today, it had raisins in it.. I'm not a big raisin fan.
Speaking of raisins, I hear they have a good source of iron. Or am I wrong there? o.o
Right now I'm just rambling on and on and on. Most likely won't be of any importance to anyone.
I found out that artist block is a bad thing. One easy way to get rid of it is to draw something that you haven't drawn yet. At the moment I'm coloring one of those gift pictures I said I'd get done whenever it was. It's a picture of Shadowman for Veji. Yeah, I'm only now coloring that. Speaking of which, I was showing Return some pics and I thought I had showed him a Cloud picture I'm working on. He said he hadn't seen it and I showed him the black and white version... colored one isn't done, at least not yet. So while I was sending the pic... it occured to me why I hadn't shown him anything. It was gonna be a surprise gift. Well... so much for that.
*felt rather dumb*
So now that he knows, it's not really that much of a surprise anymore.
Called him and talked on the phone and heaven forbid, I called and that's gonna add onto the long distance phone bill according to dear old mom. That's odd, she said it wasn't showing up on there before. So I guess from now on Return is supposed to call me. Then of course you have my brother adding in his two cents into some stupid argument... which was just dumb, the argument and him adding in "Yeah" every so often.
Whatever.
I was recently thinking about a character... sorta what I lost and sorta what I gained from just simply making the name. Learned stuffs... stuffs I'm sure I was told before, it made me happy to hear yet... it made me cry, because I realized what I lost... due to the fact I never gave any type of hint that I wanted to rp this character. What was gained though, was the fact I sorta found things out. That makes me happy. Just feel bad that I never gave any clue of what I wanted to do.
Yet... drawings and talks won't change that, it's sorta the past now. Besides, the ways things are looking, from what I see at least... things are better the way they turned out. At least I think so.
Or I'm just odd.
You know what would be hurtful, I'm sure someone else has made this point before, but just being treated as a source of entertainment, an item, that sorta thing. I mean... to have people yell at you for what you didn't do when in fact you were doing it to being with, that sorta thing... it's not fair.
It's like it's not enough? Not what -they- want out of you?
Or of course that's just me and I'm being odd. o.o;
So anyway, I'm pretty sure that this is all just a bunch of nonsense, but there are times ya just gotta ramble on about seemingly nothing at all. Especially when you're talking about cooking... cleaning... driving... whatever... etc... what have you.
I mean... one would think you're not talking about anything in particular, but then there are those times when you're actually talking about something or someone, just not giving any hints or clues so you can only assume.
Then when they keep doing it... it just, slaps you upside the head and only then do you realize, hey they're talking about me. Or they're talking about them.
o.o
Not to sound rude but I'm rambling and I'm sure none of you really care but I was looking at LK fan archieve... and I recently did a picture of my character... done in the way someone else had drawn her. Only to find out that the same artist who originally created this little new look type of thing... puts up a pic at practically the same time, in an attempt to redo the older pic. It was actually quite weird. Funny I thought.
So right now I'm sorta wondering how many posts a single person can make in their LJ... I've got a few of them... I'm probably sounding rude but ya know, that just gets annoying.
Sometimes certain fan characters can be annoying...
I'll be shutting up here before I start a whole new paragraph or two.. about fan characters.
RP sounds good about now though... lalalala.
Thought... hey, he looks too much like Kura's version. I don't remember what it was that Return said, pointed out a difference but I forgot it... :3 So anyway, just decided to draw Dynamo more like well... Return's Dynamo. Hee, we both know it's supposed to be the same D, just drawn different, and I decided that.. well.. out of our versions of him, Return's Dynamo is alot prettier looking than mine is.
It will take some getting used to but yeah, that's the way I'm gonna draw him from now on, unless anyone can point out otherwise as to why my version is okay, but I dunno, I don't like it. o.o
I'm not creative enough!
So anyway, with that outta the way, just thinking of things. =.= Ya know when you don't know how the other person is gonna react to something, but you wanna tell them anyway, just kinda afraid of the end result type thing? o.o Maybe it's just me, and I could be completly wrong here, but.. isn't it better to say something, rather then just sit and wait for something to happen, things get better, what have you?
Ate a cookie today, it had raisins in it.. I'm not a big raisin fan.
Speaking of raisins, I hear they have a good source of iron. Or am I wrong there? o.o
Right now I'm just rambling on and on and on. Most likely won't be of any importance to anyone.
I found out that artist block is a bad thing. One easy way to get rid of it is to draw something that you haven't drawn yet. At the moment I'm coloring one of those gift pictures I said I'd get done whenever it was. It's a picture of Shadowman for Veji. Yeah, I'm only now coloring that. Speaking of which, I was showing Return some pics and I thought I had showed him a Cloud picture I'm working on. He said he hadn't seen it and I showed him the black and white version... colored one isn't done, at least not yet. So while I was sending the pic... it occured to me why I hadn't shown him anything. It was gonna be a surprise gift. Well... so much for that.
*felt rather dumb*
So now that he knows, it's not really that much of a surprise anymore.
Called him and talked on the phone and heaven forbid, I called and that's gonna add onto the long distance phone bill according to dear old mom. That's odd, she said it wasn't showing up on there before. So I guess from now on Return is supposed to call me. Then of course you have my brother adding in his two cents into some stupid argument... which was just dumb, the argument and him adding in "Yeah" every so often.
Whatever.
I was recently thinking about a character... sorta what I lost and sorta what I gained from just simply making the name. Learned stuffs... stuffs I'm sure I was told before, it made me happy to hear yet... it made me cry, because I realized what I lost... due to the fact I never gave any type of hint that I wanted to rp this character. What was gained though, was the fact I sorta found things out. That makes me happy. Just feel bad that I never gave any clue of what I wanted to do.
Yet... drawings and talks won't change that, it's sorta the past now. Besides, the ways things are looking, from what I see at least... things are better the way they turned out. At least I think so.
Or I'm just odd.
You know what would be hurtful, I'm sure someone else has made this point before, but just being treated as a source of entertainment, an item, that sorta thing. I mean... to have people yell at you for what you didn't do when in fact you were doing it to being with, that sorta thing... it's not fair.
It's like it's not enough? Not what -they- want out of you?
Or of course that's just me and I'm being odd. o.o;
So anyway, I'm pretty sure that this is all just a bunch of nonsense, but there are times ya just gotta ramble on about seemingly nothing at all. Especially when you're talking about cooking... cleaning... driving... whatever... etc... what have you.
I mean... one would think you're not talking about anything in particular, but then there are those times when you're actually talking about something or someone, just not giving any hints or clues so you can only assume.
Then when they keep doing it... it just, slaps you upside the head and only then do you realize, hey they're talking about me. Or they're talking about them.
o.o
Not to sound rude but I'm rambling and I'm sure none of you really care but I was looking at LK fan archieve... and I recently did a picture of my character... done in the way someone else had drawn her. Only to find out that the same artist who originally created this little new look type of thing... puts up a pic at practically the same time, in an attempt to redo the older pic. It was actually quite weird. Funny I thought.
So right now I'm sorta wondering how many posts a single person can make in their LJ... I've got a few of them... I'm probably sounding rude but ya know, that just gets annoying.
Sometimes certain fan characters can be annoying...
I'll be shutting up here before I start a whole new paragraph or two.. about fan characters.
RP sounds good about now though... lalalala.
