....Squeak

x_x
I just have this feeling I keep making someone upset somehow.
Not only net wise, but IRL wise as well.
._.

Or... I never show that I care.
Anyway, I keep saying to myself keep your mouth shut and I never do. x_x I never fucking learn.

Oh well, the ones who don't learn need a damn kick in the head.
I learn, and forget so damn quickly.

My job would be proof enough of how forgetful I am.
Or scatterbrained, not paying attention.
At first I was all happy because I'm gonna make money and get to see Return sometime soon but... I don't think I'll be making it as quick as I wanted to. x_x Damn job...
Found out that yeah... I'm only good at... making fries.
I'll still try though...

God damnit, why do I have no fucking self-esteem?
Maybe it's there and I'm not showing it or something stupid.

I'm full of 'I can't' and no... 'I can' ...
Maybe I need help x_x

Going to sleep now *thuds*