So here I am... sitting in the chair typing things. Not just things really. I was looking around LJ and read past entries of peoples. I'm still working out character histories for some of my characters. I was talking with a fellow TLK artist earlier and mentioned something I'd like to mention again for those of you who weren't around to hear it.
It's fun to watch your friends' art improve over the years. Which is true. I've noticed the differences in Return's art... Rock's art... IX's art... there are even TLK fan artists I could point out. Heh... Pinali being one of them. I remember when Pinny would draw those neat computer looking pictures... hard to describe, but it was unique to me.
I've decided on some things. Kinda like... a talk here and there opens my eyes when I'm blinded to things. Being stronger is one of them. Not just for so and so... but for me. I guess I'm getting a little I dunno... worried with this whole winter thing. It's in my head though. Maybe someone should've figured that out so long ago. I apologize that I've been worse this year than last year.
What was so different back then? Nothing really. So why should I act like something's wrong? I have no reason to. I have no reason to be angsty.
Yeah... talks do hurt. Sometimes the truth yeah, well.. hurts, but at least you can see what you're doing that others don't approve of.
I know people care for me... so I shouldn't feel alone.
Today I planned on cleaning my room.
Actually I planned on having company over but seeing as he left before I could get to the door... typical impatient men.*is shot*
No seriously though... had plans but I was asleep and had to get up and actually -out- of my room to get to the door.
So with that in mind... seeing as how my room is that messy, planned on cleaning it. Instead I wandered down here.
Sometimes... I get scared for my dog. It's going to be so different without a dog in the house. I know she's barky, smelly, sometimes in the way of what you're trying to do... but I love her all the same. I loved Trinka... but one of them I should've loved more was Sammy. She was such a gentle caring little dog. I don't care really what people say about cocker spaniels... Sammy wasn't like those annoying little dogs I hear about. Perhaps it was because she was older.
I heard from someone that pets... hang around even after they're gone. Maybe that's why I still see them sometimes.
In any case... I should go finnish some things up. I might wander back later, who knows. The day's not even over and I'm making a rather lengthy lj post. o.o; Most likely I'll write something again tonight... who knows. ^-^; *snugs RX*
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