Hey baby let's go to Vegas...

x.x This song has been in my head ever since I heard it this morning. Rather... that one line has been stuck in my head ever since I heard it this morning. Work... Might be getting a new job. I'm gonna need it... Whether it be part time or not... I need to stop BK... This is a BK rant... I'm sorry to those who don't wish to hear about it. I broke down. Started crying. I was angry at myself. I should've been able to keep up at speciality board... that's what it is I -always- do.. why was that day any different? I fell behind... horribly. I got kicked over to whopper board so I'd be able to catch up... I fell behind again... I was, angry at myself. So mad. I should've been able to at least keep up there. I should've asked for help. I should've done something. I guess it was just the fact that I failed at something that I was good at. Kinda depressed me. Made me mad. I should've had those levels up, the food ready.. I dunno.. I just couldn't handle it anymore and broke down. I was so close and so ready to just walk out on them. ... why is it no matter how much trouble I go through there, I refuse to leave?.. Am I just that stupid? Or am I just that loyal...? *sighs* u.u Again... sorry for the work related rant...