5,000 in cash

*scoffs*
So I'm reading some past entries and thinking to myself...
I said a lot of things I never ended up doing.
Never arguing, loving forever, nothing could seperate us and all that jazz. I'm not going through any emotional phase.
Guess that means I've finally accepted it?
I mean those entries were from January 2002
We were already arguing then. So why did I try and keep it going? I was only fooling myself.
One thing I think that hurts now and then in fact were all those empty promises I made. The empty promises that I'd like to make a reality, only now we all know I can't do that. Well, I can do a few, like the non-arguing part and such.
*yawns and stretches* So like.. there's a lot of entries in the past that, as sincere as I'm sure they were, just make me laugh. Not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing. Not that I really care at this moment either.
Haven't read over my friend's list for a while now. DA is still overflowing. Only spots I mainly hang around at as of late are AIM, if I'm not idle, RO, Phoenix, TLK-message board... GunBound. I don't really have any real reason to stay online besides chat with my online friends. My art block is eating away at me. Even sketches are hard to get out on paper lately.

I'm trying though. Got a commission to finnish up as well. Gotta make that look decent instead of some half ass job. *yawns* I can't really think of much more to type about.
Snow is still here though. All white and puffy.

LJ Iconage

*goes to steal senshuu's Sora icons*