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Blah, sometimes I hate myself for not paying FULL and ABSOLUTE attention to the computer...
Example.. if I'm being spoken to by my mom.. I turn away from the comp at times to talk..
So while I didn't get to say things such as 'I'm sorry about that.. that's not the best news anyone would wish to hear' I failed to get the chance. I did however manage to say 'erk' before I was interrupted.

Another stupid thing to be bothered about. I can understand if you're upset about something but... just keep in mind not everyone's gonna be right at the computer watching every single conversation going on.
*upset with not being able to have said more*

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God damnit I'm screwing up already and the day's hardly begun.

*ponders hiding from the world today*

Oh dude

Taunia offered a little contest. Just for kicks and giggles.
Basically I'm to pick out a pic I've done that I think would sell... she's got this art sale going on... she'll stick it in with her prints, and see which one would sell first. *laughs*
She's silly.

Rant time. o.o
First off.. I wish people would get their facts straight before they go and announce things to the world in an attempt to make another person feel like shit.
Well.. I was thinking.. ya know it worked. For a bit. 'Til I woke up. 'Cause now I realize this person I was going to attempt to befriend after years or so hasn't really gotten anything straight. See.. me and luccymike85 came to an understanding. We were both wrong, neither side was UBER right.
So I was wondering if I should bother with some other people. I've been in a depressed mood lately but I'm doing what I can not to go to someone and angst about the loss of my dog, or not getting a job *huggles sakkio for putting up with 'er*
However... y'know.. I'm mad.
I know people who are pissed off with me don't read this. Nah, they get what's being said by word of someone else. *shrugs* So.. whatever. I was told not to go and bitch about the past, let it go, and for a good long while I've been doing that. However when someone STILL doesn't have a freaking clue as to what happened... then that's when I get angry.
However, in showing my hints of being upset, I'm letting the other side know that what they say still gets to me. Gasp. Well la de fucking da, bitch. Yeah this gets me only because I'm tired of you trying to look fucking innocent... I admit I did things wrong, yes at times I would agree to a person because it's what everyone else was doing at the time, but when you tell the world I was the one who turned my back on you... that's when I get mad. I'm not the one who went and blocked everyone in a mad rage.. and I'm not the one who wouldn't drop the subject for the longest time. True there's a subject I myself have to let go of, but at the same time I admit that it was -my- fault and not the other person.

I don't hang out with some group of people who you despise any longer on the account most of these so called people are already upset with me. I really didn't see anyone in the stupid channel flocking to me in an attempt to make me feel better. So I don't know where you're getting that fucking idea.

OMG. I ranted. ... and you know what the most fucked up part about all this is? I'm still gonna attempt to be this person's friend because with all her ranting about how alone she is . . . I don't think anyone really deserves such a thing.


Although if anyone were to point and laugh at me, kick me while I was at an utter down.. ya know what I'd say? I'd say... "Fuck I deserve this."
Seeing as that's all that's been happening lately, but since I never go and post such things in my life, no one would know.