Hn..

You people dislike me, so why do I choose to like you?
I mean.. am I just some fucking retard or what?
... and you can't say I'm not putting words into your mouths.
I think I'm stupid for the way I acted. I think I'm stupid for the way I act now, in wanting to be your friend.
I don't want anything bad said towards any of you, because you're all caring people... who just got tired of my angst and shit I pulled day after day.

Hn... Why can't I be as strong as all of you and just forget that you all exist? Or not think about any of you?


You all know who you are... though I figure you'll all say something in your now private locked journals about how pathetic I am, or laugh.. or even perhaps you people who I've angered have already up and forgotten that I exist.


... why can't I forget you people? Only one who caused any harm was me for being so damn insecure.

*coughs* x.x

Damn allergies...
Anyway.. now that I'm online, that last entry was more or less regarding a certain group of people who no longer talk to me, cut off all contact, that sorta thing.

Lack of sleep causes me to do strange things but whatever, if they don't care, why should I?

On another random note.. the rabies shots I had.. uh, yeah. They had to re call all those vaccinations and such... so guess who gets to have shots again? :D