Jun. 12th, 2005
Is a real bad thing.
I lost my job because I was stressed out. I went down and told them I couldn't come in that day, I stayed up the entire night because I'm just so tired of people there putting their problems on me, I got tired of listening to employees bash eachother behind another's back and just... couldn't handle it.
I suck at holding any job.
Although I could bring up, yeah you didn't fire these people when they didn't show up, and they screwed you over more than I did.
So just sitting here I wonder if I'm some sort of failure in the things I do. Or if I'm just that unreliable.
Classic cars though.. today was Buggies 'n Blues... about the only good thing that's happened today.
Other than that I've felt rather worthless about myself. Mmm, angst.
Fuckit. >.<
Lemme see.. all these jobs I've never got to quit from despite me wanting to put in my two weeks. I always get fired. *sigh*
I lost my job because I was stressed out. I went down and told them I couldn't come in that day, I stayed up the entire night because I'm just so tired of people there putting their problems on me, I got tired of listening to employees bash eachother behind another's back and just... couldn't handle it.
I suck at holding any job.
Although I could bring up, yeah you didn't fire these people when they didn't show up, and they screwed you over more than I did.
So just sitting here I wonder if I'm some sort of failure in the things I do. Or if I'm just that unreliable.
Classic cars though.. today was Buggies 'n Blues... about the only good thing that's happened today.
Other than that I've felt rather worthless about myself. Mmm, angst.
Fuckit. >.<
Lemme see.. all these jobs I've never got to quit from despite me wanting to put in my two weeks. I always get fired. *sigh*