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dynamo_hunter_aOkay it's not everyday I wake up emotionally confused, mentally confused, finding it hard to breathe, and.. rawr.
Anyway...
Woke up and panicked because I couldn't breathe, and the clock read 8:30. 8:30?! Shit, no one woke me up to make sure I was gone? I remember turning the alarm off... whoa, what the hell is going on??
Been emotionally restless lately. Don't know what to think, what to do, how to act.
My dream was pretty fucked up too, so that didn't help any.
Yesterday had problems with my eye, seem to be having problems still. Random headaches pop up and leave me just wanting to curl up and be left alone.
Then there's the fact that right now I'm not stable enough to go to work today. Which sucks. First off, I gotta go in otherwise I'm fired. Two, if I go in I'm gonna panic.
I'd blame this on not having enough medication but what's the point in that? Mmm, let's get a higher dosage. Maybe it's the sudden change in seasons, weather, what have you. That always somehow managed to effect me. Find that fucking odd but I was never normal to begin with.
._.
I'm scared... and I don't know what to do.
Anyway...
Woke up and panicked because I couldn't breathe, and the clock read 8:30. 8:30?! Shit, no one woke me up to make sure I was gone? I remember turning the alarm off... whoa, what the hell is going on??
Been emotionally restless lately. Don't know what to think, what to do, how to act.
My dream was pretty fucked up too, so that didn't help any.
Yesterday had problems with my eye, seem to be having problems still. Random headaches pop up and leave me just wanting to curl up and be left alone.
Then there's the fact that right now I'm not stable enough to go to work today. Which sucks. First off, I gotta go in otherwise I'm fired. Two, if I go in I'm gonna panic.
I'd blame this on not having enough medication but what's the point in that? Mmm, let's get a higher dosage. Maybe it's the sudden change in seasons, weather, what have you. That always somehow managed to effect me. Find that fucking odd but I was never normal to begin with.
._.
I'm scared... and I don't know what to do.
