Friggin' Hell
Mar. 22nd, 2002 12:14 pmMust take in job aps today!!!!
Hee...
That's about all that's got me stressed. Well... I take that back. Got sick last night sometime and I had to lie down because of it. It was like my stomach was burning? Twisted in a knot? Whatever it was it hurt like the living daylights and caused me to cry... bleh. Evil.
Onto other news. =3
Today is IXie's birfday! Man... here I sit and complain how depressed I am and I shouldn't be, makes me feel rather... silly, rude, what have you. IXie's always been there for me, even through his own problems. I mean... I feel kinda, small? I feel like I can't do anything to help but... I dunno. I suppose... right now the thing I can safely say is that I'm there, I'm there to listen, to offer what advice I can. Even if it's just over the net. I wanna be able to help and all that... but I suppose the fact that, I'm there... should be able to count for something. As small as it seems. Little things, in numbers, add up to a big thing right?
So... I'm gonna work on a pic. Yeah... a pic. Something special. I suppose it's gonna look like I'm just jumping on a bandwagon of sorts. But no, that's not my reason. Wanna be able to do at least something special. Something to make Puppeh's mind cheer up at least for a few moments.
One tiny problem though... I seem to be stuck in an artist block? Nothing turns out the way I want it to... so I apologize now, ahead of time if it doesn't look right.
Onto slightly other news, Puppeh's eating ramens... and now I'm hungry for ramens too. I think I shall make some. I also need to think a bit...
Hee...
That's about all that's got me stressed. Well... I take that back. Got sick last night sometime and I had to lie down because of it. It was like my stomach was burning? Twisted in a knot? Whatever it was it hurt like the living daylights and caused me to cry... bleh. Evil.
Onto other news. =3
Today is IXie's birfday! Man... here I sit and complain how depressed I am and I shouldn't be, makes me feel rather... silly, rude, what have you. IXie's always been there for me, even through his own problems. I mean... I feel kinda, small? I feel like I can't do anything to help but... I dunno. I suppose... right now the thing I can safely say is that I'm there, I'm there to listen, to offer what advice I can. Even if it's just over the net. I wanna be able to help and all that... but I suppose the fact that, I'm there... should be able to count for something. As small as it seems. Little things, in numbers, add up to a big thing right?
So... I'm gonna work on a pic. Yeah... a pic. Something special. I suppose it's gonna look like I'm just jumping on a bandwagon of sorts. But no, that's not my reason. Wanna be able to do at least something special. Something to make Puppeh's mind cheer up at least for a few moments.
One tiny problem though... I seem to be stuck in an artist block? Nothing turns out the way I want it to... so I apologize now, ahead of time if it doesn't look right.
Onto slightly other news, Puppeh's eating ramens... and now I'm hungry for ramens too. I think I shall make some. I also need to think a bit...