D kitteh's day~
Apr. 9th, 2002 03:52 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dynamo_hunter_aReturn's first day sounded like it went okay.. if not boring..
Hiss to those who were hitting on my kitteh.
Lemme see..
Spent a little over three hours with my Love Kitteh on the phone. Uh.. yeah, I had $20.. but uh.. I spent it.. but I don't mind, it was worth every minute, every cent.
Yeah, asked in a kind manner for that picture to be removed, and they took it down. But then again it also might've just been the fact the beauty contest was over. Either or, it's down and that's all that matters.
On a few other notes...
IXie taught me how to color~!
Return kitteh taught me was well.
They both have interesting techniques... and I thank them both for teaching me! ^-^
There's also a long.. slow.. complicated path of coloring I took. Shadows being the complimentary colors.. opposites. True, it's the long way to color and the like.. but I already put all that effort into it, I might as well finnish it up, see how it turns out.
I'm so proud of Return, getting a job and all the like. =3 Gonna have to snoop around here for something still. Gonna offer maybe another commission again.. those two people still haven't really sent me anything. Information wise. Which means I'll simply have to contact them once again. They both sounded fairly friendly about it.
Tonight when I was dragged out of the house again by my parents.. when in fact I had the slight plan of going out and buying some little gifts for my friends.. I was watching the scenery. No, there's not much to see here in ND.. Izzy, Hane, Outlaw, Inverse.. they all could tell you this.
What was it I was looking at? The houses actualy. Thinking of.. the future and the like. Owning a house.. having a steady job.. raising kitties.. All with my Return Kitteh. You know what though? Not just with Return as I had always thought of before.. but IXie if that's at all a possibility. Just.. little things I was hoping that would happen someday.
What's sort of neat is.. when Return came home from work, he mentioned that. I went quiet because I was just thinking of things.. thinking of what I was thinking earlier that day when driving around.. also figuring out how to color at the same time.. and where I'm gonna get the money to get down there.
Some other things were on my mind at the time as well.. they'll always be on my mind. I don't want to make any of the mistakes my brothers and my sister have made. That's why I'm a little nervous to leave. I've watched them screw up.. but yet they manage to pull through.. however they don't learn either.
Do I not learn things as well? Such as forgiveness.. why am I so willing to forgive, or am I even really forgiving and just saying that I am? Someone might look at it and think of it as foolishness to forgive someone who has hurt you before. Maybe it's because I don't like fighting for little reasons.. but I have to admit.. I have my limits. Even when I've heard boths sides.. There are times when I don't know who to believe, so I dunno, I try to put it behind me. It's happened before and I dunno.. guess I just haven't learned from it yet.
Talk about a ramble.
In any case, the future is out there, a life is out there for me that I have yet to snatch. In more ways that one.
Return.. I love my Ebil Kitteh with all my heart, with each breath.. as he stated.. I am his other half. I know this is true. I tell myself.. He's been strong for me, it's time I start to be strong for him, when he needs a shoulder to cry on, when he needs comfort, advice. There might be times when I break down because I fail to see the truth as clear as he does. When I see this, it hurts me.. I should've looked closer and the like. From watching, I've learned. I have Return to thank for that. So it's time I'm there for him.
But I also give what I can to others... to my friends. To my true friends, those who return the favor without question. To those that have heard me out, have given me a shove in the right direction when I got lost. For that I thank you all.
For that I can say that I'm there for them, I might have never acted like I was before, to which I apologize.
You've been there for me and I'm there for you.
Hiss to those who were hitting on my kitteh.
Lemme see..
Spent a little over three hours with my Love Kitteh on the phone. Uh.. yeah, I had $20.. but uh.. I spent it.. but I don't mind, it was worth every minute, every cent.
Yeah, asked in a kind manner for that picture to be removed, and they took it down. But then again it also might've just been the fact the beauty contest was over. Either or, it's down and that's all that matters.
On a few other notes...
IXie taught me how to color~!
Return kitteh taught me was well.
They both have interesting techniques... and I thank them both for teaching me! ^-^
There's also a long.. slow.. complicated path of coloring I took. Shadows being the complimentary colors.. opposites. True, it's the long way to color and the like.. but I already put all that effort into it, I might as well finnish it up, see how it turns out.
I'm so proud of Return, getting a job and all the like. =3 Gonna have to snoop around here for something still. Gonna offer maybe another commission again.. those two people still haven't really sent me anything. Information wise. Which means I'll simply have to contact them once again. They both sounded fairly friendly about it.
Tonight when I was dragged out of the house again by my parents.. when in fact I had the slight plan of going out and buying some little gifts for my friends.. I was watching the scenery. No, there's not much to see here in ND.. Izzy, Hane, Outlaw, Inverse.. they all could tell you this.
What was it I was looking at? The houses actualy. Thinking of.. the future and the like. Owning a house.. having a steady job.. raising kitties.. All with my Return Kitteh. You know what though? Not just with Return as I had always thought of before.. but IXie if that's at all a possibility. Just.. little things I was hoping that would happen someday.
What's sort of neat is.. when Return came home from work, he mentioned that. I went quiet because I was just thinking of things.. thinking of what I was thinking earlier that day when driving around.. also figuring out how to color at the same time.. and where I'm gonna get the money to get down there.
Some other things were on my mind at the time as well.. they'll always be on my mind. I don't want to make any of the mistakes my brothers and my sister have made. That's why I'm a little nervous to leave. I've watched them screw up.. but yet they manage to pull through.. however they don't learn either.
Do I not learn things as well? Such as forgiveness.. why am I so willing to forgive, or am I even really forgiving and just saying that I am? Someone might look at it and think of it as foolishness to forgive someone who has hurt you before. Maybe it's because I don't like fighting for little reasons.. but I have to admit.. I have my limits. Even when I've heard boths sides.. There are times when I don't know who to believe, so I dunno, I try to put it behind me. It's happened before and I dunno.. guess I just haven't learned from it yet.
Talk about a ramble.
In any case, the future is out there, a life is out there for me that I have yet to snatch. In more ways that one.
Return.. I love my Ebil Kitteh with all my heart, with each breath.. as he stated.. I am his other half. I know this is true. I tell myself.. He's been strong for me, it's time I start to be strong for him, when he needs a shoulder to cry on, when he needs comfort, advice. There might be times when I break down because I fail to see the truth as clear as he does. When I see this, it hurts me.. I should've looked closer and the like. From watching, I've learned. I have Return to thank for that. So it's time I'm there for him.
But I also give what I can to others... to my friends. To my true friends, those who return the favor without question. To those that have heard me out, have given me a shove in the right direction when I got lost. For that I thank you all.
For that I can say that I'm there for them, I might have never acted like I was before, to which I apologize.
You've been there for me and I'm there for you.
