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[dynamo_hunter_a]

I don't know what to think right now.
Or what to do...
I'm in that state of emotions where... I feel lost?
Crying for who knows what reason.
Maybe because everyone seems to be sorta in a mood...
or something else I'm not sure.
I only know I need to improve my self image...
What others think of me...
I'm not happy, I'm not depressed, not angry, not stressed...
More like... all of them combined.
Seen things, been told things, not quite what to think, what to do.
Did what I could to help... but I feel like I either didn't try hard enough, or I tried and felt as though I failed.
It shouldn't matter how I feel, but what others feel... sure there will be times when you have to put yourself first... but I'm not that much of a friend if I only think about myself and my needs.
Not sure what put me into this current mood...
But give it a day or so and I'll be back to normal.
Normal as I can get that is.