Happy Kitty Time...
Jan. 23rd, 2002 01:08 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dynamo_hunter_a...aslo known as HKT.
Okay so I admit that I'm probably a perv or something due to the fact I decided to make a folder filled with nothing but HKT pics, or just simply Return and Dynamo pics. Still know I'm missing some.
Yes, I'm... still here. I know I found it surprising...
In any case a few things are bothering me.
1. The planned trip to meet Return... doesn't look like it's happening anytime soon as I had hoped. I didn't mean to dissappoint the one I care and love about. He's probably dissappointed due to the fact he was looking forward to meeting and all the stuff we'd be able to do. I admit so was I. Why wouldn't I be? It was something I was looking so forward to. Something that would make me happy... to be able to finally hold my love in my arms, say 'I love you' face to face. I had it all planned out as well, but we need roughly $3,000 or so for bills, car payments, what have you.
Why shouldn't he be dissappointed in me... when I was the one who told him...? Perhaps I'm just looking too far into things again. I should've got a job long ago, save up the money... but I didn't... or I shouldn't have bought my car... but I did. I just feel like I'm to blame for this... something that of course isn't really my fault at all...
2. Loser on cchat. An anthro-nut loser. An anthro-nut, RP slut, whiney, annoying loser. Let's just say that.
3. The fact that QWest hasn't done anything. Cutting the net off, not cutting the net off. It's driving me insane. Watch, now that I've mentioned something... bam. What's this though about their new internet services commercials? A mystery...
4. Fell asleep on Return. ~-~ No I didn't mean to. I got cold so I told him 'brb'. I had planned on getting my blanket and come back downstairs. That... didn't happen. Instead I figured I could get warm real quick if I slipped under the covers. Seemed like a good idea at the time, was awake getting warm, the next thing I know I'm waking up at 12:45! My idea turned out to be a failure...
Perhaps I'm just one to disappoint others today... or I'm thinking negatively too much again. Not sure yet...
Okay so I admit that I'm probably a perv or something due to the fact I decided to make a folder filled with nothing but HKT pics, or just simply Return and Dynamo pics. Still know I'm missing some.
Yes, I'm... still here. I know I found it surprising...
In any case a few things are bothering me.
1. The planned trip to meet Return... doesn't look like it's happening anytime soon as I had hoped. I didn't mean to dissappoint the one I care and love about. He's probably dissappointed due to the fact he was looking forward to meeting and all the stuff we'd be able to do. I admit so was I. Why wouldn't I be? It was something I was looking so forward to. Something that would make me happy... to be able to finally hold my love in my arms, say 'I love you' face to face. I had it all planned out as well, but we need roughly $3,000 or so for bills, car payments, what have you.
Why shouldn't he be dissappointed in me... when I was the one who told him...? Perhaps I'm just looking too far into things again. I should've got a job long ago, save up the money... but I didn't... or I shouldn't have bought my car... but I did. I just feel like I'm to blame for this... something that of course isn't really my fault at all...
2. Loser on cchat. An anthro-nut loser. An anthro-nut, RP slut, whiney, annoying loser. Let's just say that.
3. The fact that QWest hasn't done anything. Cutting the net off, not cutting the net off. It's driving me insane. Watch, now that I've mentioned something... bam. What's this though about their new internet services commercials? A mystery...
4. Fell asleep on Return. ~-~ No I didn't mean to. I got cold so I told him 'brb'. I had planned on getting my blanket and come back downstairs. That... didn't happen. Instead I figured I could get warm real quick if I slipped under the covers. Seemed like a good idea at the time, was awake getting warm, the next thing I know I'm waking up at 12:45! My idea turned out to be a failure...
Perhaps I'm just one to disappoint others today... or I'm thinking negatively too much again. Not sure yet...
