Here we go...
Jun. 14th, 2002 05:34 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dynamo_hunter_aI think IX knows that I'm trying
The fact I love is all that should matter...
How about...
The fact that I love doesn't matter.... when all I do is hurt the one I love?
"*rocks back and forth*
Can't talk... D will snap at me..."
._. I think it's obvious...
I cause Return more harm than good nowadays...
I don't think the fact that I try is good enough anymore, or the fact that I was doing what I could to prove it is good enough anymore.
I'm tired of hurting Return.
I'm tired of fucking up.
I'm tired of trying and ending up failing anyway...
So... what do I do...?
The fact I love is all that should matter...
How about...
The fact that I love doesn't matter.... when all I do is hurt the one I love?
"*rocks back and forth*
Can't talk... D will snap at me..."
._. I think it's obvious...
I cause Return more harm than good nowadays...
I don't think the fact that I try is good enough anymore, or the fact that I was doing what I could to prove it is good enough anymore.
I'm tired of hurting Return.
I'm tired of fucking up.
I'm tired of trying and ending up failing anyway...
So... what do I do...?
