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dynamo_hunter_aI dunno...
o.o
I wanna say so many things but I don't know where to start.
Kay.. first off, I miss Return ^-^;; But I know you're having such a good time, and I'm glad for ya :3
Second off... I need a new job, so therefore, I will start searching.
Third... *huffs a sigh* As much as I complain about my art... people say it's good, right? But there was a time when I put so much work into that I liked what I saw because I worked hard at it, put time in to it... but now it's like sketch sketch, color, done. Perhaps... that's what's good for the eyes of others. So I can do what I like to do in art... and at the same time give people the cute random little color sketches.
This sorta of hit me the other day. I looked at the TLK place and reuploaded my old art. Now... 66 users had me on their favorite artist list... not because OH I'M SO POPULAR LOVE ME... but because they like my style. I sat there for awhile, looked at the number, which had gone up to 68... so... that told me something right there. ._. My art, is art. To different people, not just to me. I don't have to do all this hard work in every single drawing... but I can put my time and effort into the things I wanna do.
Was random thought night then I guess.
Fourth thing... work. The way I do my work I guess. I do a fine damn job on what it is I do. It's to the point where I'm actually complaining/telling the other employees what they're doing wrong or giving them a helping hand. x.x; I was told because I've been there as long as I have... it's something I should start doing.
Fifth thing.. sorta more art relatedness... I sorta sat there the other night and thought... what's the real difference between this pencil, and that pencil. Point five as oppossed to point seven... as oppossed to even wooden ones? Nothing really. I use them all... I mean... why not? Or like color pencils... I was all happy at first when I got those OOOOOOO prisma pencils... but now I'm not. It's another artist tool to me. Expensive at that. I mean.. hell, crayola works just as fine.
I suppose sometimes I go for the most expensive because my art teacher once told me this. The more expensive, the better quality. This can't always be the case.
Sixth thing... I've decided on some life type decisions. I mean... work. Work work work... this is something I was told... all those people quitting? They're moving on with life. One day I will as well.
Just randomly reading things... I see points made. I don't blame people for what they write, it's how they feel... something they've experienced... just... things they need to point out.
*yawns and stretches*
I have a feeling eventually my mind will wander once again and I'll randomly blurt out more insane things, until then. :3
*gives hugs to Return, IX, Rocky, Hane, Inverse, Izzycow, Veji.... and everyone else who just needs one*
o.o
I wanna say so many things but I don't know where to start.
Kay.. first off, I miss Return ^-^;; But I know you're having such a good time, and I'm glad for ya :3
Second off... I need a new job, so therefore, I will start searching.
Third... *huffs a sigh* As much as I complain about my art... people say it's good, right? But there was a time when I put so much work into that I liked what I saw because I worked hard at it, put time in to it... but now it's like sketch sketch, color, done. Perhaps... that's what's good for the eyes of others. So I can do what I like to do in art... and at the same time give people the cute random little color sketches.
This sorta of hit me the other day. I looked at the TLK place and reuploaded my old art. Now... 66 users had me on their favorite artist list... not because OH I'M SO POPULAR LOVE ME... but because they like my style. I sat there for awhile, looked at the number, which had gone up to 68... so... that told me something right there. ._. My art, is art. To different people, not just to me. I don't have to do all this hard work in every single drawing... but I can put my time and effort into the things I wanna do.
Was random thought night then I guess.
Fourth thing... work. The way I do my work I guess. I do a fine damn job on what it is I do. It's to the point where I'm actually complaining/telling the other employees what they're doing wrong or giving them a helping hand. x.x; I was told because I've been there as long as I have... it's something I should start doing.
Fifth thing.. sorta more art relatedness... I sorta sat there the other night and thought... what's the real difference between this pencil, and that pencil. Point five as oppossed to point seven... as oppossed to even wooden ones? Nothing really. I use them all... I mean... why not? Or like color pencils... I was all happy at first when I got those OOOOOOO prisma pencils... but now I'm not. It's another artist tool to me. Expensive at that. I mean.. hell, crayola works just as fine.
I suppose sometimes I go for the most expensive because my art teacher once told me this. The more expensive, the better quality. This can't always be the case.
Sixth thing... I've decided on some life type decisions. I mean... work. Work work work... this is something I was told... all those people quitting? They're moving on with life. One day I will as well.
Just randomly reading things... I see points made. I don't blame people for what they write, it's how they feel... something they've experienced... just... things they need to point out.
*yawns and stretches*
I have a feeling eventually my mind will wander once again and I'll randomly blurt out more insane things, until then. :3
*gives hugs to Return, IX, Rocky, Hane, Inverse, Izzycow, Veji.... and everyone else who just needs one*
