Heh...

[dynamo_hunter_a]

I shouldn't be crying over this.
I mean... how many times does he do something... in a childish manner himself?
Then I look at things I do.
I am childish.
Not him.
He told me to shut up, fuck off...
but I'm stupid, I never learn...
This shouldn't be upsetting me as much as it should.
I should be able to laugh it off...
Guess I am childish...
But watch... give it a few days... my hurt will be gone and he'll want something else from me and I'll give him a little bit of hell (in a joking manner) and he'll give his careless attitude again, like I mean nothing.
Slash... just think of what you say, what you do... why do you think I called you childish... that one time... and then when something doesn't go your way, you bring that up... that I'm the childish one.
That I'm the one who's acting immature...
Why?
I don't know what to do.
He's right, but he's not right and I just...
yeah...

*edit*
I just read over this now that I'm over being upset.
Sure, in a joking manner, does he know this? Most likely not. Do I know when he's joking? No.
I'm sure I'll have one of his good buddies come after me and tell me about how much of a good friend he is. Well... yeah... that's all find and dandy, and if I get cursed out about it... I deserve that I guess.

In any case, I'm gonna finally head off to bed.
x.x Sorry for leaving you so quickly Return.
I was just so upset, no... not about the fact I couldn't call ya :3
x.x I shouldn't let Slash's actions get to me so much.
*huggles Return, Hane, IX, Inverse, Rock, and anyone else who needs it*
I'll be around ... tomorrow night, I'm not sure if I'll be around after work. Got anime club tomorrow.