Today

I don't want to mess things up like I have been doing for sometime now. Things at home, things there, things here.
It shouldn't always be 'me me me' either.
Waited as long as I could for Ebil Kitteh's return. Nothing yet. I feel terrible...
Tried calling as well at some ungodly hour of the... night? Hope I didn't bother or anger anyone.
But... now I should go to bed... I have that interview tomorrow...

I'm so happy for Return's words of encouragement. Kinda... disappointed though that no one else seemed as thrilled or as happy. *shrugs* I suppose that's just me being nervous and that clouded my better thinking. I mean... if I don't get it... I just keep looking. That's all.. So yeah... can now see why as to how everyone just said good luck.
Just wish I could've used my first job as a reference...
Maybe then all the other places would've called...? Because I've had some experience then... oh well.
Thank you Return for your advice. If all goes well, you'll be the first to hear it.