Whoa

Okay it's not everyday I wake up emotionally confused, mentally confused, finding it hard to breathe, and.. rawr.
Anyway...
Woke up and panicked because I couldn't breathe, and the clock read 8:30. 8:30?! Shit, no one woke me up to make sure I was gone? I remember turning the alarm off... whoa, what the hell is going on??

Been emotionally restless lately. Don't know what to think, what to do, how to act.
My dream was pretty fucked up too, so that didn't help any.

Yesterday had problems with my eye, seem to be having problems still. Random headaches pop up and leave me just wanting to curl up and be left alone.

Then there's the fact that right now I'm not stable enough to go to work today. Which sucks. First off, I gotta go in otherwise I'm fired. Two, if I go in I'm gonna panic.

I'd blame this on not having enough medication but what's the point in that? Mmm, let's get a higher dosage. Maybe it's the sudden change in seasons, weather, what have you. That always somehow managed to effect me. Find that fucking odd but I was never normal to begin with.

._.

I'm scared... and I don't know what to do.

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Shiver My Timber--A Pirate RPG

Godzilla

Okay I'm finding it a little difficult to up and find images of the big giant iguana. Hm.
I dunno, I liked the movie.
Don't see what was so evil and bad about the movie. Or so horrible. Then again I suppose I don't mind either way.


Feeling a bit better this evening and I can't exactly say for sure what was wrong with me.

There was some other junk I was going to talk about but I suddenly forgot it all. Hm.
Couldn't have been too important.