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dynamo_hunter_aSo I was a drag show tonight.. left early cause I got bored.
Anyhoo...
Apparently there was a 'Brokeback Mountain' theme and I didn't realize it. Myself? I was dressed all in black, go fig. Add on my little leather cowboy-ish hat. So yeah, I fit right in. Unintentionally.
Lemme see.. what interesting things have happened since I last updated. Uh.
*thinks*
So far I'm in a bad mood. Just am, dunno why.
Lilymud is bugging me lately. Again.. dunno why.
So far this is the only thing that has made me amused as of late.
Wish I could get in the mood to draw. Or eat.
Maybe I don't wanna eat. I think I'll start a diet. At the current moment, rap music needs to die. I can put up with it, dun mind it, but at the current moment I don't wanna deal with it.
Man I'm just bitchy about everything right now. I .. don't know exactly what caused this.
On to the drag show. While it was amusing til the second half of it, I had fun. The jokes were something to chuckle about. Something along the lines of 'straight people are there to make more gay babies.' Things like that, all in good jest of course.
Uh.. No pranks today played on anyone. Wasn't the prankee either.
Tried watching 'the Ring'.. got bored of it. Tried watching 'underworld'... got bored of that as well.
In the furry world.. sudden UBER fursona changes piss me off somewhat. Not really.. but like I said before, I'm in a greatly pissy mood.
Maybe I should do it too, join the bandwagon.
As of late I've been thinking about death. Not sure why. Maybe because everything here is just the same day in and day out that possibly death itself would be the same.
Makes me wonder why I'm even here.
Geh.
Hoping Axl-luv gets a job. I'd go down and visit myself but then parental units of the luv-kitten might think I'm some creepy online-stalker. I'm just... miffed.
Not at her.
Just... miffed in general. Like nothing could possibly cause me to even crack a smile.
Doubt anyone would even try to do such anyway.
In regards to walmart.. I like it there. People seem friendly, and yadda yadda blah.
Thing is.. they see my art and are all... 'get outta town and go put that talent to use'... Yeah right. I don't think my so called talent would land me a job anywhere. That's why I'm still here I suppose.
Then again, what artist out there isn't all... "My work sucks, so and so is much better"
Man, I haven't had an art rant in a while.
Then again I haven't had a rant in general for a while... Although now that I think about it.. it's been a while since I've had a some what long entry to boot.
It's odd when you want support from someone but are too chicken shit to ask. Especially when you're not sure what kind of support you're looking for. Maybe I'm just restless.
That and weird ass dreams including death and betrayal of friendship don't help either.
Man, kinna sad when your subconscious thoughts and the like make you question on who to trust.
Anyhoo...
Apparently there was a 'Brokeback Mountain' theme and I didn't realize it. Myself? I was dressed all in black, go fig. Add on my little leather cowboy-ish hat. So yeah, I fit right in. Unintentionally.
Lemme see.. what interesting things have happened since I last updated. Uh.
*thinks*
So far I'm in a bad mood. Just am, dunno why.
Lilymud is bugging me lately. Again.. dunno why.
So far this is the only thing that has made me amused as of late.
Wish I could get in the mood to draw. Or eat.
Maybe I don't wanna eat. I think I'll start a diet. At the current moment, rap music needs to die. I can put up with it, dun mind it, but at the current moment I don't wanna deal with it.
Man I'm just bitchy about everything right now. I .. don't know exactly what caused this.
On to the drag show. While it was amusing til the second half of it, I had fun. The jokes were something to chuckle about. Something along the lines of 'straight people are there to make more gay babies.' Things like that, all in good jest of course.
Uh.. No pranks today played on anyone. Wasn't the prankee either.
Tried watching 'the Ring'.. got bored of it. Tried watching 'underworld'... got bored of that as well.
In the furry world.. sudden UBER fursona changes piss me off somewhat. Not really.. but like I said before, I'm in a greatly pissy mood.
Maybe I should do it too, join the bandwagon.
As of late I've been thinking about death. Not sure why. Maybe because everything here is just the same day in and day out that possibly death itself would be the same.
Makes me wonder why I'm even here.
Geh.
Hoping Axl-luv gets a job. I'd go down and visit myself but then parental units of the luv-kitten might think I'm some creepy online-stalker. I'm just... miffed.
Not at her.
Just... miffed in general. Like nothing could possibly cause me to even crack a smile.
Doubt anyone would even try to do such anyway.
In regards to walmart.. I like it there. People seem friendly, and yadda yadda blah.
Thing is.. they see my art and are all... 'get outta town and go put that talent to use'... Yeah right. I don't think my so called talent would land me a job anywhere. That's why I'm still here I suppose.
Then again, what artist out there isn't all... "My work sucks, so and so is much better"
Man, I haven't had an art rant in a while.
Then again I haven't had a rant in general for a while... Although now that I think about it.. it's been a while since I've had a some what long entry to boot.
It's odd when you want support from someone but are too chicken shit to ask. Especially when you're not sure what kind of support you're looking for. Maybe I'm just restless.
That and weird ass dreams including death and betrayal of friendship don't help either.
Man, kinna sad when your subconscious thoughts and the like make you question on who to trust.
