Here we go...

I think IX knows that I'm trying
The fact I love is all that should matter...
How about...
The fact that I love doesn't matter.... when all I do is hurt the one I love?

"*rocks back and forth*
Can't talk... D will snap at me..."

._. I think it's obvious...
I cause Return more harm than good nowadays...
I don't think the fact that I try is good enough anymore, or the fact that I was doing what I could to prove it is good enough anymore.
I'm tired of hurting Return.
I'm tired of fucking up.
I'm tired of trying and ending up failing anyway...
So... what do I do...?

Erk

Yeah.. I focus too much on the bad and don't concentrate on the good x_X
*needs to stop that*


Erm..
Where does a hard drive go when your computer fails to recognize it?
*sniffle*
;-; Came home and I had the stupid scan disk screen up, which means my computer was turned off somehow without my knowledge of it.
Needless to say, I lost all conversations, again... RP... pictures... and whatever else was going on through AIM.
There was a really nice RP... x_x *punts the computer for dying*
Anyway... not only that, everything on that 20 gig that no longer is there is gone as well. ;.; My pictures... my MP3s... my MIDIs... my furry pr0n :P My art trades, my gifts to me...
Is there some way they all still exist?
*doesn't know much about hard drives* :3

Seems someone quit at work so I might be working more so than I am now? Not sure.
In any case...
I still really hate that one employee... no one else bothers me, well, I take that back... some guy bothers me as well, but it's just those two. x.x Pushy bossy lady and idiot who doesn't believe I'm 19 and wants to see my ID. >_>;
*flops over*
Still need to get out of my uniform...

Fuck you LJ.